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Condemnation (2003-06-13 - ) There's nothing I can say to describe the feeling inside me at this moment. The closest thing is this song. Condemnation... Tried... Here on the stand With the book in my hand And truth on my side Accusations... Lies... Hand me my sentence I'll show no repentance I'll suffer with pride If for honesty You want apologies I don't sympathize If for kindness You substitute blindness Please open your eyes Condemnation... Why... Because my duty Was always to beauty And that was my crime Feel elation... High... To know I can trust this Fix of injustice Time after time If you see purity As immaturity Well it's no surprise If for kindness You substitute blindness Please open your eyes FL seems to have lost trust in me and for no reason. I had so many (let's not forget very tempting) opportunities to misbehave while he was away, but I stayed strong and loyal to him, and for what? Mistrust?!? Shit, now I feel like I should have fucked around, at least then he would have reason to be suspicious and distrustful. I was up half the night thinking of what to do, and I can't see the light at the end of the tunnel. Should I keep trying to build his trust in me? Should I just cut my losses and forget about love? No one said that relationships were simple, but mutual trust makes it a hell of a lot easier. |